Found out something recently... I dunno wat to do with it...
I dunno how to face her... It's awkward when I tok to her... Inside of me when I see her sad face I wanted to care for her... wan to tok to her... to actually try to trust her... and try to treat her as a fren again... but I couldn't bring myself to do it... Coz I dun even noe if she ever treat me as a real fren b4... I dunno if I could trust her... I dunno wat she ever say to me is real or not... I really dunno... I'm confused... So confused now...
I dunno y u say that... But it really hurts to noe it coz I really treat u as a frenz... When I heard this, I actually try to find a reason for it but then I heard something more worse than that, I dunno wat to do anymore... I'm a person who is really insecure so when u say something like this... I dun think I can believe anything u said b4... I dunno if u meant it or not...
I need time... to actually put this thing down... to put it all behind me b4 I could face u again... hope it can actually last until then...