It's 4am in the morning... I couldn't sleep... I dunno y... Maybe is becoz my mummy is coming back today... Maybe is becoz i sleep for too long yesterday... I hav no idea... Was reading a chinese novel jus now and suddenly read until a part and I started thinking of a lot of things... and it brought back some memories...

Now that i thought of it I felt kind of guilty... Becoz I encourage her when she hav the idea to break up with her bf... and today she tell mi that she miss him badly... that she still like him... but she decided not to do anything... she felt that he like another girl... she decided to jus giv up like that and leave everything as it is... I really felt veri sorry... I didn't think too much when i encourage u to break with him... i jus felt that since u can't cope with it then i also wouldn't want to c u too tired... that's y i told u to break wif him when u hav that xiang fa... I was there when they broke up... he cried... I believe she cried too... but is when she got home... and until now i tink she still did cried sometime over it... becoz she misses him badly...

I'm really sorry... I didn't think that ur love for him is so strong that u couldn't let go of it even after so long... I'm really sorry... ...